BROKEN: –adjective

reduced to fragments; fragmented, torn, fractured, not functioning properly, out of order, incomplete, weaken, divided, not smooth ruined.

Broken is more then a feeling. Its an action. It also can be a state of mind set or an emotion. Everyone at some point in their life is “broken” in some form. Some people hide it better then others. Others may advertise it by “wearing their heart on their sleeve”.

Personally I am broken. Not as an individual but my heart is broken. My heart is currently out of order and incapable of experiencing love at this time. I am slowly healing but my heart is still not functioning properly. This is due to many different events that have taken place more recently in my life.

This is apart of me and who i am. I am learning to cope with it & realize sometimes we have feelings that do not come with a turn off switch. Although i do not focus on this, mainly becuase I do not want to but also i have to many better positive things to focus on. Such as my friends, family goals and future. I do not advertise these feeling and i continue to keep them really hidden but that dose not mean they do not exist.

You can be broken in different ways…

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of BROKEN Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I’m the only one and I walk alone

-Green Day

When you’re BROKEN in a million little pieces
And you’re trying but you can’t hold on anymore
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don’t you stop believing in yourself
When you’re BROKEN

-Lindsey Haun

I’m falling apart, I’m barely breathing
With a BROKEN heart that’s still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on, I’m holdin’ on
I’m barely holdin’ on to you

-Lifehouse